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Not going to make this a pity party, I don't come here for sympathy. But I'm so very tired. I wonder if one day I'll just stop and I won't want to go again. I keep wondering if this is the right path for me or if I let the wrong one slip me by. I wonder why things happen to me but then I have to remember that it happens to everyone else too. It's hard trying to comprehend that thought. We're a species that can stick together in times of crisis but overall, we're all selfish thinking things. We only think for ourselves, don't try to deny it. You wake up up in the morning with the idea that you're the only one that thinks and matters. We all do it.

But I don't want to do anything anymore, I think I'm a little stuck.

It'll take time but I need to pull myself up, dust of my jeans and hold my head high. I am who I am and it doesn't matter which path I take because I'll never change. I can't stop words tumbling from my mouth and I can't help the anger that builds up inside of me.

Maybe one day I'll understand everything that's happened in my short time on this tiny little planet. Or...I won't. Who knows.

I'm not the only one out there but for once I want to be selfish because I'm so very tired.

I know where all this stared, but I'll never confront it for fear of what it will do to me. So I'll keep plodding along until I stop and then maybe when I'm gathering dust, I'll get my answers.

Or not. *skips merrily away*
  • Mood: Tired
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