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Now where am I going to find that extra £60 a week *face palm*?
I did think about it for a few months. It got to the point where I was dreading Saturdays and that should never happen.
I've done bar shit, bring on the next wave of shit ass student jobs until I graduate. Even that's weighing on my mind.
I am NOT a good graphic designer and I'm at the point where I think: Shit, is there actually going to be work for me when I've done all this suckling at the teat of Education.
Geezze I've just bummed myself out.
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Mood:
Tired
Don't worry about it hun. It may be that you're passion ISN'T graphics design. I JUST figured out that I'm REALLY interested in and I didn't figure that out for like... Well since last year!!
It just takes time, lovely bunches. You can't find your passion if you don't LOOK for it. It could pop up anywhere. Walking down the street, it could be in a MILLION places. And anything YOU want to do is worth doing RIGHT by Gods, and you should LOVE IT.
I wish I could tell you I'm not just BSing you, that I really DO feel your pain, but its hard to convey emotions on the internet. Please, if you need me, I'm a click and a note away.
-Yushi
P.S.- Yushi_Moto16 <---- That's my Yahoo.
But don't worry, Graphic Design IS my passion, I just worry about it not going to way I want, you know?